Billy Joel, in the title track from his seminal 1977 album "The Stranger" states:
"Well, we all have a face
That we hide away forever
And we take them out and show ourselves
When everyone has gone
Some are satin, some are steel
Some are silk and some are leather
They're the faces of a stranger
But we'd love to try them on."And I'm feeling that's especially true, now. I just had a birthday and yet it doesn't feel like that much time has passed. Things have happened to "me" but I've also changed. And that is the stranger part, in my experience.
I'm sure I'm not the only person who thinks in terms of being different people at different times of my life. Or, really diffeent people to different people at any one time! There really is something to this "stranger" philosophy from nearly a half century ago that is as current as this week's
Billboard Hot 100.
I'm a student. We all are, it's true, but I try to take this seriously. It's always important to stay alert, focus and listen. In the immortal words of New York Yankee Hall of Famer Yogi Berra: "You can observe a lot, just by watching."
I'm a writer. I have kinda thought of myself as a writer since fourth grade, when I got to read an essay in class and the reactions were wild. But writing is from observation, so it goes back to being a student.
I'm an actor. No, not really. Not anymore and maybe not at all. But I had some success doing a few parts here and there and that still relates to knowing and understanding how people behave. Still, the Yale School of Drama definitely didn't think of me as an actor!
I'm a DJ. As a listener to New York City Radio, I got to hear some of the greatest Disc Jockeys of all time, on some of the most famous radio stations in the world. And I wanted to give that a try. So, when I got to college I wound up in both the theater and at the campus radio station.
I'm a manager. My first "real world" job was working at Macy's Herald Square, managing the Christmas toy department. Baptism by fire, but it was a great observation in humanity, as people were the focus and their happiness was the goal. But being a manager meant being the servant to everyone, my employee staff, my corporate bosses and of course the customers, who were always right.
I'm a clown. Maybe this was always true, but it became offical when I ran away from the circus that was Macy's to join Clown College. I trained in all the skills needed to be a clown and factually, this all still relates to understanding humanity, basic desires and needs and how elements of all that can be made funny. But you can't do it unless you're paying attention.
I'm a teacher. Little did I know that when I left Macy's to go to Clown College, Clown College would get me right back to Macy's, first as a make up artist, applying the pancake and powder for the hundreds of clowns in the Thanksgiving Day Parade, then becoming in charge of the make up artists for that gig, then becoming an official for the parade itself. In a lot of ways, the Macy's Parade is the start of the Holidays, and it's always crucial that we get things right. It means the world to so many people and it is truly a special part of both the season and the city.
I'm a blogger. I had been writing in diaries for the better part of the 1990s but then I stumbled into Online Journaling. And stumbling was the most correct adjective. I definitely wasn't used to negative feedback from my own notebooks, so I realized I better start learning more about how to do this with a minimum of angst and dealing with others who started to read what I wrote! Again, the learning process is crucial in coming up with a method that makes things work.
I'm a reader. You can't write without reading. And you can't write well without understanding your audience. That's why Artificial Intelligence has a very long way to go before it can compete with human writers. Because, how can you program heart, empathy, expectation, excitement, anguish, even plain old responsiveness, into a program that's going to give you something that feels real, not some plagiarized slop from twenty-five classic authors, stitched together to make it seem like something new?
I might mention that I'm also something of an historian and a bit of an analyst when it comes to it. I do try to figure out why things are the way they are, and that is especially true for me! I did minor in psychology in college until I realized I was doing it to attempt to figure myself out!
Finally, I am a friend. Or, well, I hope to be, anyway. LJ Idol isn't a competition. Not REALLY, anyway. At heart, we are, first and foremost, a community, a collective, a writer's village, and we all bring something to the table. You are the best at telling your stories, and that's why you are here, and that's why you should be here. You are the one to share the things on your mind, the elements of life you've experienced that can be converted into a clever poem, a touching short story or an essay on life. And we need those different perspectives. That is what keeps us moving forward.
Time to get moving! I'm looking forward to learning from you. Don't be a stranger!
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