Black Cherries by W. S. Merwin

Apr. 27th, 2025 04:13 am
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Late in May as the light lengthens
toward summer the young goldfinches
flutter down through the day for the first time
to find themselves among fallen petals
cradling their day's colors in the day's shadows
of the garden beside the old house
after a cold spring with no rain
not a sound comes from the empty village
as I stand eating the black cherries
from the loaded branches above me
saying to myself Remember this


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Apr. 26th, 2025 04:05 am
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Clicky!

Also, I meant to say re: the utilities that you are all the best and I absolutely love you :)

(Still need to call National Grid and still don't wanna.)
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Niall Ferguson "Empire: How Britain Made the Modern World" (Penguin)





Ferguson writes as a pro-Empire historian, and thus a non-Marxist, but one who is not blind to the awful aspects of the process. I learned much from this book. For example, the Indian "mutiny" of 1857 can be directly linked to the impact of missionary activity, which had been barred by the East India Company, but which had been allowed to intrude in the years leading up to the mutiny. Second, who knew that India sent more troops to WW1 than Australia, New Zealand, Canada and South Africa combined? And third, that Roosevelt and the rest of the American leadership in the lead up to their involvement in WW2 were explicitly anti-Empire - that their support for the UK was conditional on it not being support for the British Empire as it stood. (As it turned out, Britain was broke after the war, so the empire collapsed of its own accord. The fact that the US was the creditor now makes it seem that the cause and consequence may have happily linked in the Americans' minds.) This is a good book, well written.
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and applied for a shitton of jobs. The worst they can do is call me a dipshit, and they probably wouldn't do that to my face. I think? Seems like a waste of time to call somebody up and say "You're terrible, how could you think we'd consider you?"

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Farewell, Pope Francis

Apr. 21st, 2025 12:21 pm
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I was so sad to learn that Pope Francis died early this morning. I'm not a Catholic, or even religious, but I think he was very good for the Catholic church and for humanity as a whole. He believed in and championed the basics of Christianity, which are all but forgotten by many (at least in the U.S.) who claim to follow the faith.

Kindness, compassion, caring for the less fortunate, and treating each other well... for some, that message is still too radical even now.

I had really hoped he would recover from his recent illness. The signs were not good, especially give his age, but the world needed more of him. There is no question that he gave all he had, and was surely grateful to at least have celebrated one last Easter. I wish he could have seen many more.

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And what if I had simply passed you by,
your false skins gathering light in a basket,
those skins of unpolished copper,
would you have lived more greatly?

Now you are free of that metallic coating,
a broken hull of parchment,
the dried petals of a lily—
those who have not loved you
will not know differently.

But you are green fading into yellow—
how deceptive you have been.

Once I played the cithara,
fingers chafing against each note.
Once I worked the loom,
cast the shuttle through the warp.
Once I scrubbed the tiles
deep in the tub of Alejandro.
Now I try to deciper you.

Beyond the village, within a cloud
of wild cacao and tamarind,
they chant your tale, how you,
most common of your kind,
make the great warrior-men cry
but a woman can unravel you.


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Why is she like this.

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Jenn's plan to self-set-up her own balanced billing + a random screwup with autopay that she didn't realize until we were in the hole + having to help a friend get out of an abusive relationship = omg.

I'm pretty sure that they legally can't actually shut us off until May 15th, and once we get the tax refund we can pay the entire past due bills... but there's no promise we will get that refund by that date, and I would be surprised if we do. I don't want to go a week without lights and hot water, or a fridge and stove.

I'm reasonably certain that if we pay even half the past due now, we can talk them into waiting for that refund. The entire total is something like $6k... I'm a little scared to look again, honestly. I just sorta glanced at the bills in horror.

I've got paypal and venmo, which is posted here, or if you can't see that and can and want to help out you can PM me. We can absolutely pay back (or forward!) as soon as that refund comes in. I know how much the refund is, it will cover these bills.

(I've also been sitting on posting this for a few days, so I better get it out before I chicken out again!)

It hit 80F today

Apr. 21st, 2025 11:16 pm
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That's insane for NYC April, right?

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We have a new bird!

Apr. 20th, 2025 05:06 pm
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I believe it is a brown thrasher. Google says they're not frequent feeder birds, but they like mealworms and I put out dried mealworms, so that'd do it.

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Taxes, I survived them

Apr. 18th, 2025 01:51 pm
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I almost had to file an extension this year (first time ever) because we never got HalfshellHusband's 1099SSA form from Social Security. But they re-sent it, and it actually got here in time. I'm truly surprised, with the havoc Felon 47 has wreaked on government agencies (and everything else).

Taxes were also slightly easier this year, because I transferred all but one chunk of my splintered stock to the same institution, which meant two sources for 1099DIV/1099INT info instead of (at the worst)... six? Seven? Basically, I've been with this company for more than 30 years now, and I used to buy stock with the employee discount program. The stock split a couple of times, the company forked off another company (which then split into two companies), and then the main company forked off another company yet again and that new company forked off three more. G.A.H! Reporting income from all those sources was a major PITA. I regret the whole thing! And who knows if I can ever sell any of it, since figuring out the cost bases (and what to do about reinvestments used for buying new shares) would be next to impossible. \o?

On my last post, I talked about TV shows and movies we've enjoyed. I forgot to add Nailed It! to the list. I get a kick out of Nichole Byer, and I adore Jacques Torres. I DO wish they'd kept the format from the first couple of seasons, when they allowed the bakers a little more time to attempt their creations. Now, it's so ridiculously brief that no one has a hope in hell of getting anything decent-looking out. What, the incompetence wasn't incompetent enough before? There used to be more creativity in trying to emulate the original decoration (which resulted in some fun uses of candy from the show's pantry), but now it's mostly flailing. OTOH, the "stalling techniques" the worst baker can employ against the others are utter genius.

We also saw The Amateur in the theater, which was really good. And? Amazon had a good offer on AppleTV for three months, so I'm watching S2 of Severance now and trying really hard not to binge through the whole thing in just a few days. Season 3 can't come soon enough! We're also looking forward to watching George Clooney and Brad Pitt in Wolfs. Maybe after we've finished watching True Detective: Night Country (which has also been really good)?

Still biking, with fluctuating weather. We hit 88o around the beginning of April (nightmare implications for the summer) but yesterday was 63o, so... I have three seasons worth of biking clothes out right now. There has also been lots of wind, to speed the schizophrenic temperatures along. Spring and fall are such crapshoots in this climate. But at least it's not summer yet. \o?

UK protests PSA

Apr. 18th, 2025 02:57 pm
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Some information here at Bluesky

If anybody has more links, please share!
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And I gotta say, it really is pissing me off that only only do they not use the same translation all down the list, but they don't even consistently say which translations they're using. I don't even care which translation they use, but the stylistic whiplash is enough to give anybody a headache.

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(It was every bit as ridiculous as I thought it would be.)

And that led me to this thread and the corresponding subthread where he really just gets into it with me, for no fucking reason, on the subject of "no mass produced book series marketed towards children would depict homosexuality in 1997-2007. No publisher would take it on".

This is a factually untrue statement, and I have the booklists to prove it. I'm not saying these books were necessarily available to every kid who might reasonably have wanted to read them, but to say they didn't exist at all? I bought some of them from Scholastic book forms! Bruce Coville? He's a big name! The Skull of Truth came out in 1997! Norma Klein? She's a big name! People absolutely heard of her who read realistic YA fiction. Francesca Lia Block? I never read her, but I had heard about her, I knew people who read her books, I knew her books touched on homosexuality. But here he is, arguing with me about it! Why are we arguing about something so absurd?

At least I figured out why this is bugging me, and if I get another reply I will tell him. When he claims that these books did not exist, that no mainstream publisher would have printed any of them, that no mainstream bookseller would have stocked them in the children's or teens sections, he's buying into the bullshit queerphobic narrative that before X date, everything was hunky-dory and those people either a. didn't exist or b. were happily closeted.

In the a version of this narrative, things were better then, and it is all this publicity that makes people think they're LGBTQ. In the b version, things are immeasurably better now and all those LGBTQ people should just stfu already and be grateful. And key to either version is erasing the proof that it's just not true*.

And part of that proof is juvenile fiction published by mainstream publishers in the dark days of the 20th century that involve LGBTQ themes.

FFS, it's like another flavor of "Women didn't write sci-fi until yesterday" and yes we did. Don't fucking devalue their very real difficulties in getting published and staying published by saying they didn't exist at all.

(And if you're about to tell me that I grew up in a socially progressive part of the country, I know! But according to his claims, so did he, with a liberal family and a bookseller uncle to boot. If he never heard of a single YA book with LGBTQ themes at that age, I imagine that must be because he didn't ask anybody or look very hard. I didn't ask anybody or look very hard either, and I still bumped into them just, like, on the shelves! Neither of us was growing up in a Fundiegelical hellhole, so.)

Note: I would've asked him if he'd ever heard of Heather Has Two Mommies, but that turns out to have been printed by an indie publisher after all. I never woulda thunkit after all the press it got!

* It is measurably better now in some aspects. The important thing is that the past does not just get uniformly more queerphobic the further back you go, and in a way that maps perfectly onto modern bigotry.
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It's certainly too late for his really adult siblings to escape that toxic hellscape that is their family, and even if they did they're not likely to become substantially better people as a result, but he's E's age, I think. So every once in a while I remember I'm rooting for him to just get out. Young adults can change a lot the first few years of being adults.

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"Said gave".

As in "He said gave consent for the procedure" or "My professor said gave me an F".

A search for this was productive, if mildly frustrating - there's a lot of other reasons for those words to appear next to each other, but it definitely does seem to appear in the sense I saw more often than you'd expect for a speaker error.

You can see some examples at the following places:

Also, it does not matter if they said gave consent in the past for the same action. Consent is about the here-and-now.

An attorney (or firm) can be relieved of the duties owed to previously clients is said give consent (in writing) to do so. (This one is so odd I'm not sure it isn't an error.)

Nebraska's Matt Rhule said gave an update on the status of Dylan Raiola....

My instructor said gave me an F

Dr. David Persse said gave an update on what wastewater showed

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Of course, there's always the possibility that these are all just disfluencies, but it doesn't seem likely...?
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then they definitely didn't survive.

And sometimes they definitely did.

And sometimes it's not clear which, and omg the anxiety over this is stressing me out so much that I may need to stop reading if it's not cleared up soon. It's an unfinished fic, so I can't just skip to the end like I normally would, and I can't figure out how to ask "Listen, how are you doing this?" without sounding a bit demanding.

But I'm ridiculous stressed over this.

On the plus side, it's distracting me from how stressed I am about the real world, so there's that! Maybe I should keep reading anyway....

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So, at the end of the book, did they just decide to leave some other random world in the hands of a murderous adolescent? I guess they figured it was officially Not Their Problem, but all the same, that's some interesting decision making there! I mean, they did tell her that her lackeys were only pretending to carry out her orders, but all the same, it's hardly better.

Of course, these are the same grown men who decided to shove a magical spycam in said adolescent girl's bedroom mirror and then watch it themselves. However evil she is, that's still super skeevy. You can't tell me that was the best way to monitor her. It's the only thing in the book that can make me feel bad for Gwendolyn. Not very bad, but she does have the makings of a legitimate grievance here. A single legitimate grievance, let's not get ahead of ourselves.

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